"I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and I hope in His word. My soul waits for the Lord. More than those who watch for the morning." Psalms 130:5-6.
With what intense longing the morning light is often waited for. By the mariners in a shipwrecked vessel; by a benighted traveler in a dangerous country; by an army that finds themselves surrounded by an enemy. The morning light will show what hope of escape there may be. The morning may bring life and liberty. And so the saints of God in darkness have longed for the light of His face, more than watchmen for the morning. They have said, "My soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen for the morning." Can we say that too? Our waiting on God can have no higher object than simply having His light shine on us, and in us, and through us, all the day. God is Light. God is a Sun. Paul says: "God has shone in our hearts to give light," What light? "The light of the glory of God, in the face of Jesus Christ." Just as the sun shines its beautiful, life-giving light on and into our earth, so God shines into our hearts the light of His glory, of His love, in Christ His Son. Our heart is meant to have that light filling and gladdening it all day. It can have it, because God is our sun, and it is written, "Your sun shall no more go down forever." God’s love shines on us without ceasing. But can we indeed enjoy it all the day? We can. How? Let nature give us the answer.
Those beautiful trees and flowers, with all this green grass, what do they do to keep the sun shining on them? They do nothing; they simply bask in the sunshine, when it comes. The sun is millions of miles away, but over all that distance it comes, its own light and joy; and the tiniest flower that lifts its little head upwards is met by the same exuberance of light and blessing as flood the widest landscape. We have not to care for the light we need for our day’s work; the sun cares, and provides and shines the light around us all the day. We simply count on it, and receive it, and enjoy it. The only difference between nature and grace is this that what the trees and the flowers do unconsciously, as they drink in the blessing of the light, is to be with us a voluntary and a loving acceptance. Faith, simple faith in God’s word and love, is to be the opening of the eyes, the opening of the heart, to receive and enjoy the unspeakable glory of His grace. And just as the trees, day by day, and month by month, stand and grow into beauty and fruitfulness, welcoming whatever sunshine the sun may give, so it is the highest exercise of our Christian life to abide in the light of God, and let it, and Him, fill us with the life and the brightness it brings. And if you ask, But can it really be, that just as naturally and heartily as I recognize and rejoice in the beauty of a bright sunny morning, I can rejoice in God’s light all the day? It can. From my table I look out on a beautiful valley, with trees, vineyards and mountains. In spring and autumn the light in the morning is exquisite, and almost involuntarily we say, How beautiful! And the question comes; Is it only the light of the sun that is to bring such continual beauty and joy? And is there no provision for the light of God being just as much an unceasing source of joy and gladness?
There is, indeed, if the soul will but be still and wait on Him, only let God shine. Dear soul! learn to wait on the Lord, more than watchers for the morning. All within you may be very dark; is that not the very best reason for waiting for the light of God? The first beginnings of light may be just enough to reveal the darkness, and painfully to humble you on account of sin. Can you not trust the light to expel the darkness? Believe it will. Bow in stillness before God, and wait on Him to shine into you. Say, in humble faith, God is light, infinitely brighter and more beautiful than that of the sun. God is light: the Father. The eternal, inaccessible, and incomprehensible light: the Son. The light intense, embodied, and manifested: the Spirit, the light entering and dwelling and shining in our hearts. God is light, and is shining on my heart. I have been so occupied with the candles of my thoughts and efforts. I have never opened the shutters to let His light in. Unbelief has kept it out. I bow in faith: God, light, is shining into my heart; the God of whom Paul wrote, "God has shined into our heart," is my God. What would I think of a sun that could not shine? What shall I think of a God that does not shine? No, God shines! God is light! I will take time, and be still, and rest in the light of God. My eyes are feeble, and the windows are not clean, but I will wait on the Lord. The light does shine; the light will shine in me, and make me full of light. And I shall learn to walk all the day in the light and joy of God. My soul waits on the light of the Lord, more than the watcher for the morning.
"My soul, wait only on God"